Welcome To Journey Of My Life :)

assalammualaikum... kali ni nak share sket mngenai perubatan modern dan perubatan altenatif/rawatan islam.. semenjak aku sakit ni...dah macam2 jugak cara untuk aku sihat and pulih seperti biase...yelah siapa yang xnak sihat dan kembali normal macam dlu balik kan? aku rindu sangat dengan diri aku yang dlu..bebas nak makan apa saja, pergi mana2, xperlu nak bergantung dengan ubat ubatan dan mesin..kena ambil darah setiap bulan..dah macam jadi bahan experimen buat doctor2..kesian pulak dekat badan aku ni..kadang2 tu tak rehat dari segala dadah yang masuk dalam tubuh..tapi nak macam mane..kate doc ia akan menghapuskan sel aku..dapat meningkatkan balik imunisasi aku, dapat recover balik keadaan organ dalam badan aku..tapi sampai bila kan? Chemo dah hampir 7x pun takde improvement..adakah itu merupakan kejayaan perubatan modern? kebanyakkan semua yang buat chemo, takde pun yang akan sihat macam dulu..banyak lagi side effect adalah...dahla ubat chemo tu panas..pada permulaan buat pun

sometimes after we break up with someone that we love after a month then we have a replace it is move on or revenge? asking yourself..  do you know someone to move on n feel happy again or just to revenge to your pass make they know that you ar still can be happy or just to make sure that u can live without them? or you just want to revenge and show off to your pass that u can live better?  it is easy for you to fall in love to someone just for a month or you are the one who easy fall in love? if its a revenge then you are hurting yourself cause you are not honest with yourself.. you just keep liar with yourself to show that your're happy when you're not. or do you know someone to move on to feel in love again or being desperately to have someone love you or care for you? are you want to move on to feel in love because you're lonely or empty?  maybe you just to move on because that a right time cause someone say hello to you and say t